One moment contains all moments ♥

Yeah I'm just crap, thanks for letting me know

2012-02-11T17:01:00.001+08:00

Sorry , I'm human too , in case u forgot , I have feelings and emotions , I have limits too , just like you no ?

2012-02-09T22:25:00.001+08:00

2012-02-07T20:48:00.000+08:00

Life has taught me , how to let go and move on Friendship has taught me, how to be there for othersLove has taught me, how to be me .2012 .

2012-02-05T16:15:00.001+08:00

Something that I put everything into , thrown away .What kind of feeling is this ?haha . I dun know Its just stupid committing yourself .

2012-02-05T12:34:00.002+08:00

What difference does it make if I'm just another substitution .I can be a substitute to anyone too . So what makes you special to me ?And I believed that you were different .

2012-02-04T21:48:00.001+08:00

I guess I'm not the only one after all . And I thought I was special to you.Im gullible .I won't fall hard the next time .I won't. Ever . Never .

2012-02-03T22:34:00.001+08:00

You said you cared .Now I don't give a damn .

2012-01-30T18:42:00.005+08:00

Because of you i ll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you ive leant to play on the safe side so i dun get hurt
Because of you i find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me
Because of you i am afraid.
-Kelly Clarkson, Because of you. (:

My life now - blehhh
Corrupted. xo.
Im fine im fine im fine, im not.

2012-01-29T13:18:00.000+08:00

Day 3:Dear mum and dadThanks for always being there for me . Simple actions you have done , they mean a lot to meMaking me feel that I really am important to you guys and that you care and love me when No one else in the world really does , seems to make my world such a better place:)God bless you :)Love Rachel :)

2012-01-28T23:42:00.000+08:00

And i thought.
And i wonder.
Im not perfect but ill keep trying
cause thats what i said i would do from the start
Im not alive if im lonely
So please dont leave .

Hedley <3

2012-01-27T21:09:00.000+08:00

Day 2 : write a letter to your crush
I love you, for who you and for anything you do.
Thanks for being there for me always to support me
, and wipe away my tears when i cry.
Im sure behind everything u do there is a reason,
and ill never doubt you for it (:

CT finally over ! But monday got SPA physivcs boohooo.

2012-01-23T22:53:00.001+08:00

My feelings ~like a time bomb.

2012-01-23T22:47:00.001+08:00

The only person that will hurt in the end is yourself .

I wish ..

2012-01-23T22:34:00.001+08:00

7th monthsary with baby . Haha (: no comments xD

30 day letter challenge : Day 1

2012-01-20T20:52:00.000+08:00

Write a letter to my best friend:
Dear Melanis, Farezah, Ashikin and Winnie
Thanks guys for being there for me always since sec 1 and 2.
I know that i can always rely on you guys and you guys will be there for me.
I know that im those joker kind of friend, that keeps laughing and all.
But im sure that you guys have seen the other side of me
More than that, you guys have accepted me as i am
I have done many wrong stuff and i know i aint perfect as a friend either.
Though we have different aims in life like all of you wanna go poly and study overseas,
im sure those memories i had with you guys are the best yet.(:
So lets work hard for O levels !(:
Haha love you girls

-Rachel Khoo 2012

2012-01-20T14:06:00.004+08:00

Words cant hurt you unless that person
means a lot to you
im waiting, waiting, waiting outside the line.
Baby , reply me :(

CNY celebration today!
Did hamper and folded 3 heartxz !(: In blue, pink and red favs
Haha, baby delivering hamper now, wonder where he is .
Wonder if later i can finally go nex or will he back out on me :(
Haha, so many questions and little answers

-Edited- 8.09 pm

Haha !xD
Cute !
You know right, sometimes , just being with someone you love for even one minute can make your day (:

Journey 2 was great ! Ehub (: w bi
He keep bully me .
Bleh.

Say hello to goodbye , cuz its gone forever

2012-01-19T20:34:00.004+08:00

Meaow :P

I guess its gonna break me down
Like falling when youre trying to fly
They say that sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, starts with goodbye.

COMMON TEST IS OVER, CONGRATS (: !

The only thing i used to love about myself is the heart that you are in.

The one that got away

2012-01-15T11:47:00.000+08:00

In another life I would be your girl we keep all our promises be us aginst the world And in another life I would make u stay so IWouldn't have to say u were the one that got away .♥I miss you (: ♥ right here right now .

2012-01-05T22:45:00.001+08:00

Ha, funny school:/
No offence. I think its just a joke .
Skirt esp. Seriously? Appearance determine character isit ?
Is that what ure trying teach us huh.
I mean, skirt long, short- personal preferance
I feel that if not too short ok le.
Then everytime people grow taller must buy new skirt.
Sorry uh, i no cash.
People busy go do logistics sec 1 orientation forget time also kena
say councillors no initiative .
People tired okay, 2 days so tired, go home later than teachers
. I forget once only, so stop saying council like that. Cuz u dun know how hard we work for the school
Thumb print system nothing say. Think about it i also make myself not happy only
I really cant stand a day more.

2011-12-29T09:16:00.000+08:00

I must be dreaming for a perfect reality . I'm gonna give up soon .What do you want ..

2011-12-25T21:52:00.001+08:00

Another 2h and 13 minutes to midnight , Christmas over :)Feeling very dissapointed now , half heart broken (:Hehe . But thanks to my cousins , they made everything so much better (:Pastor preached today not to have any expectations so as not to be dissapoited on Christmas.The greatest blessing is to have Christ in my life , with me wherever o go .With him , I will not feel weary , the weak will become strong and the poor will say that they are rich .Thank you lord for the blessing you have given to me (:Baby seems busy as usual :) haha . Idk if it's a blessing or not . Watched movie with him at ehub today and saw wei xun x)haha then went off alone .Looked at all the happy couples in each other arms , laughing and stuff . Made me feel so lonely :( Hais . I mean baby has other priorities and it's not his fault Just need some time to adapt to the changes that his priority now , isn't meInsecurities , please go away (:

2011-12-22T12:07:00.000+08:00

Love isn't sweet , it's bitter . Like 90 percent cocoa chocolate .It's like falling from a great height , with all the insecurities , wondering if anyone will even bother to catch you .You dun fall hard for someone but fall hard because of someone .When someone's actions prove that your thinking is right , you get all frustrated and disappointed and maybe a little sad . But the worst feeling you can get is ~ why did I even fall for this person ?~ and that person only catches u when u ate 1cm above the ground . I'm tired of these •near death experiences •or so u call it. or to be more precise . I'm tired of my insecurities proven by your actions . Once I miss that one cm , ill hit the ground . Maybe you will be the happiest as there will be no one called Rachel there to bother you , miss you , love you or even see you.

2011-12-20T21:28:00.000+08:00

Baby thanks for the yogurt . I still can't believe that uActually ran from tm to my house just to get me yogurt . I used to believe it only happen in dramas where guys do that (: thanks baby , I love you damn a lot ^^3 more days to 6 months !!

Busy busy busy! (:

2011-12-19T19:12:00.001+08:00

its retarded talking to a blog haha ! i just realized :P
Placing orders for council tee and , complaining to fb management (:
and waiting for babys reply :P
Must be dota-ing again hor ~
Studying with bi tmr again,looking foward !:D [Somehow :p]
Nights world !~

Can we pretend that airplanes in thE night sky are like shooting stars ?:D

2011-12-19T13:03:00.000+08:00

If so , imma gonna be a Wishing star soon :P ! Currently @ hong kong airport waiting for the airplane !(: Fly fly (: boarding soon bye !!

Fly fly away (:

2011-12-13T06:47:00.000+08:00

At airport now ! Flying off in less than an hour ~I'm really gonna miss baby and my friends :( haha . But it's to get to go to macau that I'm going to hong kong ! So yah:D I'm good . Bye bye !

2011-12-12T19:32:00.001+08:00

HONG KONG TMR (:
excited much .
Just hating the fact that ill be missing baby.
Haha, ill be thinking of you when i eat the pocky, sweets and kit kat you bought baby (: <3
i mean its hard not to think of you ~
Ill be meeting Jane in HK on the 18th! haha , 18th is my second baby;s bday(:
Haha ! FLAMINGO BABY '<3
anways today met baby to study . He seemed kinda bored doing homework >< but his stories he wrote for english made me touched (8 Then went to blic for ice cream and i phone gaming session :P
Now , im packing last minute stuff and go !~

My dad has allowed me use intenet in HK so ill be updating a lot (:
See u peeps soon (:

- the ouh-ouh
Then you get confused whether you are really missing someone or its just ur imagination, whether you love someone and then its an illusion. <3

You and me (:

2011-12-11T19:37:00.000+08:00

I used to revolve around the world alone , but since meeting you , the world seems to be revolving around us instead ^^

2011-12-09T18:15:00.000+08:00

4 more days to Hongkong ! :D shop spree !
For now im just gonna finish work work work :P
Your love puts me at the top of the world LOL
My dad playing the song, so i audio ma, then type out haha ! BYE .
Happy happy meow :)

2011-12-08T15:16:00.001+08:00

What im feeling now (:

Rawr ! ^^

Hehe (:
Bye!, Rachel Cool.:P

Someone special~

2011-12-08T13:21:00.000+08:00

Someone overslept today ,
someone tying hair skills kinda fail,
someone made me angry today,
someone made me smile today,
someone gave me a hug today,
someone gave me a kiss today,
someone did the project with me today,
I left my phone at someone's house today,
And....
i told that someone i loved him today (:

2011-12-07T22:06:00.002+08:00

A woman speaks about 7,000 words a day; a man speaks about 2,000. .

So that means that i say more i love yous everyday than you do baby :)

- When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart.

It will rain　

2011-12-06T22:26:00.002+08:00

There'll be no sunlight if I lose you baby
There'll be no clear skies if I lose you baby
Just like the clouds my eyes will do the same If you walk away , everyday it will rain ain , eh eh eh ~


2011-12-04T13:00:00.002+08:00

Band BBQ yesterday was awsome :D
Exept i got super muddy due to the rain .
Morning went meet Khairuz, Ain, Bokai then went BBQ whole sale.
Then some people hor, keep insult my height and intelligence *ahem.
Collected stuff and cabbed to PRSS take stuff from locker
cabbed to Pasir ris park and set up stuff.
Then we pack pack, everyone go buy lunch left only me and bk, turned out into childish water bomb fight. LOL. And im not that heavy plss.
Then ate popyes for lunch (:
Then erm, rain, covered up stuff and rained and rained and rained again o_o
Then after that got more people , baby came !<3
Then like play some water bomb stuff and went to get stuff w, bk cuz i scared .
Come back i showered. So much mud until my pants like got blood LOL.
Reached home at 12am , sent home safely by baby (:

You said friends were supposed to be there for each other,
it would be nice to share with us ur problems
rather than keeping it to yourself.
You would really feel much better (:
Just like when you were there for me when i needed help.

I actually need you now~

2011-12-02T19:56:00.004+08:00

Enough said already (:

Telepathy

2011-12-02T17:15:00.002+08:00

It'll be nice to be able to read your mind , to know what you are thinking (: Its not about trust anymore but more of opening up your feelings to me

Sometimes you seem so out of reach ~

2011-11-30T20:42:00.001+08:00

Baby you're a part of me :)

2011-11-29T22:30:00.000+08:00

Before we were together , every 11:11 I would wish to be with you . Now , for each 11:11 I wish to be with you forever :]I used to think very stupid stuff which I now know that are not true :)Thanks for showing me that I mean something to you , baby . Looking forward to seein you again tmr :>Loves , rk :)

Say alright say ok :)

2011-11-29T11:40:00.000+08:00

I will do it myself as always . I can't rely on you to help me each time . Thanks :)

2011-11-27T19:39:00.000+08:00

I make loving someone look so easy , but its really the opposite of that :)it's the toughest challenge I have faced in my life

2011-11-22T21:31:00.001+08:00

Oh you remembered me~

2011-11-22T21:30:00.001+08:00

Oh you remembered me~

Hottest band cuz its 2pm !

2011-11-22T13:31:00.004+08:00

<3 2pm (:

This is this is this is who ?
This is this is this is huh ?
:D

2011-11-21T20:22:00.004+08:00

Today i was like perry the platypus , doing nothing (:
Only went to baby's house to play com LOL :P
Love him to the max (: <3

2011-11-19T23:36:00.006+08:00

TAECYEON AND JUN SU (: 2pm rawks
Thanks to Shaynnie and Huining who help us "chop" seats ^^
and thanks to baby for visiting me at indoor stadium ^^
Lastly, Thanks to 2pm for the wonderfull-est night ever (:
I FELT SO HIGH TTM ! <3

2011-11-18T19:20:00.002+08:00

having someone to love isnt all that perfect .
you really gotta trust and endure,
requires a lot a lot a lot of your emotions. ._.

2011-11-17T17:24:00.000+08:00

Today , slacking at home (:
I think blogshopping is fun ^^
I cant believe i feel like going band .
Oh well. Must be the fever (:

2011-11-16T19:03:00.003+08:00

With every step you climb another mountain , with every breath it's harder to believe :) there are no boundaries !

Love is like a drug, so addictive and real, so hard to let go.

2011-11-11T23:10:00.002+08:00

Haha (:
You Know Why ?
Cuz no amount of thinking can make me understand why i <3 u (:
Baby 9x-7i > 3(3x-7u) ^^
11.11.11
I shall just post 11 random facts for today
1) I love my clique <3 Haha (:
2) I think that in friendship or relationship trust is impt, but i cant trust easily.
3) Im very sleepy now !
4) Tomorrow baby's birthday !(:
5) Dk if he will like the present :(
7) When im sad or nervous, ill bite my lips ~involuntary action :P
8) I love Tokio Hotel
9)2 pm is only 8 days away man xoxo
10)I find the cutting heart practical quite daunting, i still thnk a lot about it
11)I LOVE YOU !~

:)dac

2011-11-07T13:29:00.001+08:00

Holding on is hard bit letting go isn't any easier , especially when you're holdingbon and letting go alone:(

2011-11-03T16:48:00.000+08:00

LOL CHEM LAB ^^

Methyl orange plus sodium hydroxide

RAELENE AH.

LOL , experimenting with dad's ipad

EIGHTEEN CHEFS W JANE (: YUM.

<3 ^^

Haha made myself de (:

CUTE RIGHT ! >.<

LOL I WAS BORED YESTERDAY !:)

Wishes 11:11

2011-11-02T23:03:00.001+08:00

My only wish is to be with you :) I got that now . But I hope that the wish would extend till forever I hope . I hope .

2011-11-01T22:41:00.002+08:00

Baby, I love you ^^
I hope to hold on to your hand forever

Tshirt by shontelle

2011-10-31T20:29:00.002+08:00

Nothing feels right when Im not with you . Today saw baby first time after 7 days :) was really happy to see him after so long . Actually I missed him dearly just that i didn't want to admit it .haha people shy ma :P yeah I just kePt lying to myself that I didn't need him and like I didn't even miss him when everything I do just reflects how much I Long to be with him again. Seriously haha ! I keep doing this to everyone i love. Haha :) I'm really glad he remembered ne in his Korea trip ! I thought he would totally forget me :$ thats what matters most to me :)

2011-10-29T22:28:00.003+08:00

Today morning Went ehub with Melanis then off to bugis then plaza Singapore with Jane :P Really super duper tired from the walking ttm !;$Tomorrow meeting jane again for second round @4pm then off to airport to see baby :)
想念你值得吗？

2011-10-28T20:54:00.003+08:00

SHEESH MR KOH IS OUR HOME TEACHER AGAIN ! HAHA ! JKJK :P
this time im glad he is our home teacher (: not that bad luh LOL :P

All i can say for today is :

(:

2011-10-27T22:21:00.003+08:00

Im beginning to love everything the way it is now ♥~
Today, morning got this DNA workshop thingy which we did last year !
Then, left for CZPS at 1040 with Izzdaninal, Brian and Xinyi.
Took Mr Chai's car there . [ i thought he would ne quite intimidating but in the end he quite funny x.x]
Gave my speech. And saw Ms Brenda and even said HI :p
Then went back school, met clique and ate YAMI YOGURT <3 MANGO TTM.
Then go macafe and chat till 145
Went back for band (:
After band went dinner with sec 3 hornies , Chicken rice and mango pudding yum right ? xD
Then took Bus 8 home :)
Lesson Day 3 : Sometimes being alone has its benefits . In the past, i believed that without you, i would feel so lost and empty. But these 3 days made me realize that without you, i finally found myself living in the world i really belong , where laughter is everywhere. I feel like i have returned to 4 monthes before with my friends and you not being in my life yet . Its kinda cool ^^ cuz, i never thought i would be able to rewind back to those times again.
For these three days i am RACHEL KHOO and no longer RK.
Signing off, Rachel.k

Without you.

2011-10-26T12:07:00.005+08:00

Who is gonna catch me when i fall from now
:) happy mode ~
went badminton with family this morning then skating with Jared, voonkit , Aaron, jasmine and Bo kai this afternoon !:) fun but tiring ttm ! :) but at least I got my answer . I have always thought that without you , I will fall, I will get bruised and get scars . Little did I know that there are people who are willing to catch me , pull me up and get me on my feet again . I love those people ,really . They didn't leave me behind and forget me . These people are what I need in my life . Why did I realiZe that only now ?
lesson for day 2 without you

2011-10-25T13:49:00.019+08:00

Today went to Gongshang straight for publicity w' TunShien, Alvin, Ranette, Xin Yi, Jun Wei, Rui Di and Izzdanial !(: So many schools and super fun :P
Snatch people from Umar LOL
Got many many people then we like walk until very very very tired !

Lesson Day 1 : Im doing fine without you (:.

2011-10-23T10:04:00.004+08:00

Baby,thank you for all the wonderful memories you have given me for the past 3 months and take care of yourself during the Korea trip okay ? :) I'm really starting to miss you already even though you are leaving only tomorrow . I'll be waiting for you to come back I want you to know so many things especially how much you mean to me , I hope you know how much you mean to me by nowLoving you forever 

Loving you is part of me

2011-10-21T22:39:00.000+08:00

Baby I love you more than anything in the world . Ever since we were together my world is complete:) without you a part of me is missing and that's how much you mean to me :)

2011-10-21T14:32:00.000+08:00

They always say that people come and go, letting go is part of life

Promise me ♥

2011-10-19T20:26:00.002+08:00

Today was great (: Passed chinese with a 55 % Kekeke. Superb.
After school pei Winnie go city hall collect $ from her auntie . Waited very long and laughed at people who walked passed us HEHE x.x
Then went home changed and bused to ehub to meet dearies (:
They all siao l, exam stress. Haha ! Ate yogurt and cup walker and bought a new wallet ! ♥
The light blue ones mineee ! Hehee.
Then come home and i did band chalet proposal (: Managed to get some ideas from winnie xD

" The most beautiful discovery true friends can make is that they can grow seperately without growing apart "♥
-Elisabeth Foley

Loving you forever and always Bi ♥

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♥

2011-10-18T20:20:00.001+08:00

Muscle ache after badminton today wow , they rock to the max man haha ! really help me distress (:
Thanks Jianway, Jared, Vk, Bk and of course Bi <3 ^^
Quite short la the badminton but definitely help to release stress ! Hehe x.x
Muscle ache worth it sia
Anyways gonna get back chinese tomorrow ! Rawr!

Biological reactions :) meant to be.

2011-10-12T18:44:00.000+08:00

Bi, i now know how much you mean to me:) youre really someone sPecial to me and Ily not because of what you do , but because of who you are . So will you be willing to accept me for who I am to ? -always loving you,:)

I'm lovin it !

2011-10-11T23:34:00.002+08:00

Wish me good luck for amath tmr ! ^^

2011-10-11T00:05:00.000+08:00

To the world you mayBe just one person,but to me, you Are my world :) Rk to you

You're perfect to me :)

2011-10-10T19:39:00.000+08:00

I won't say you are perfect , but your imperfections have made you just perfect :)

The me is in you :)

2011-10-08T20:45:00.000+08:00

Thanks baby, for accepting me as I am , and always putting Me in your eyes. I must be the luckiest girl to have met you :)

2011-10-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

1.I love you because i need you ?
2.Or i need you because i love you ?(:
<3

" The reason i love you is you. Being you. Just you -u. "<3

Its time to let go.

2011-09-09T23:07:00.002+08:00

If you do not have confidence in something, do you let it go ? Or continue hanging on, knowing that it will have no happy ending ?
It seems that leaving is the best option now ~

"What hurts the most is being so close "

Signing off, Rachel.

2011-09-08T16:14:00.002+08:00

TURTLES ARE <3ed (:

" I dont want you, keep telling myself that i dont want you, but i cant have you , its crazy its so hard to stay away from you but i still miss you~" XOXO.
-Pixie Lott (Want You)

Old folks home ^^ talktalk, sing and dance
LOL, found fly in Chrysta drink then we all kena shock, even table beside us also
then at bustop we laugh until ppl think we siao, cuz we only ones laughing.
Meet Melanis !(:
Spelling bee revision !:D
My life seem kinda smooth sailing now, no hiccups . Just happiness.
Maybe thts because, i have gotten used to being hurt by you tht, nothing hurts any more ^^

Reality startes that scars are scars, they dont heal. They just leave a mark on you forever.
Wounds heals because of the thrombin and fibrinogen in our blood which causes blood clotting ! HAHA JK XD
But seriously, Scars- they just dont heal.

SPELLING BEE TMR!(: WISH ME AND MELANIS LUCK !BUZZZZ

Signing off,
Rachelk.

I hope you find it.

2011-09-01T19:02:00.001+08:00

I hope you find it, what youve been looking for.
Smuferliciously smurfy <3

SKATING

2011-08-26T22:45:00.001+08:00

Today was awesome! Went cycling and rollerblading with Jasmin, Jian way, Jared, Russell, Bokai, Melanis and Eric!(: For me, it was super fun, but fell down a few times while rollerlading :X Very tired also hehe (8
Im gonna sleep now zzz, tired.

2011-05-19T16:59:00.000+08:00

Hehe:X Today - sick, thanks to universal studios yest.
Overload with the mummy ride ! Sat five times and now my head is spinning T.T
Hehe, i shall update on universal studios with pictures once Farezah and Melanis update the pictures (:
Gave 2.4km run a miss today, leg got blister! Very big .__.
Haha, shall practice this whole week to prepare for next week!
49 days is really nice to watch(: today coming out last episode ! Yay
PREVIEW

Idk my results Shall check with Kessa later :P Omggggggg.
Amath is gggg. Mother Tongue also!:(

YESH:D

2011-05-12T14:30:00.000+08:00

Today, i met a really weird teacher,
he has always been existant.
The funny thing is, everything he does is so irony.
Last week, he told me off about asking for the quota of ppl for the trip
Then yesterday, he asked if we wanted to get back into the trip as there is a subsidy.
yes teacher, fair enough,
When i wanted to reconsider it today, guess what? He told me off again,
its so weird isnt it?
I feel that, teachers are not the only ones having problems. the process of planning is tiring.
But, students also have their own problems
So i have decided a no for the china trip.
This time, im not taking into consideration of my parents concerns, since this teacher dun care about parents concerns anyways,
He taught me how to be selfish, but i didnt try to be one.
I decided to take it, and , perhaps still go for the trip.
Today, i feel enough is enough. But i still wont be selfish.
The only thing i dun care about now, is whether the trip is cancelled, the people pay more because of me and everything related to the trip and the teacher.
i dont care, cuz the teacher thaught me not to care about how others feel.
I should seriously learn from jane, not to be so softhearted next time.
Its just weird how he only understands when parents call him.
But, im gonna be independent and take this in my own hands(:

2011-04-01T21:07:00.000+08:00

Some poeople, just cannot differentiate personal and serious matters.
They intend to use SC camp as revenge for others in PT, and guess what?
Im not gonna let that happen.

Immune and vacinated.

2011-03-21T21:43:00.008+08:00

Haha, first day of school and kinda a lot of suprising things happened .__.
Lol,lol (:
Actually today was meant to be a normal day but it turned out to be one very funny and valuable one.

-Today, before i stepped into the band room, i told myself.
"Im so used to getting scolded for every right and wrong thing that ive done that once, i stepped into these doors, im not sure whether what i do is right or wrong".
Hopefully, one day, when im finally living my dream, that i can turn back and say " It was band-who made me who i am today. "

COUNCIL
MADE ME CONFIDENT
OF MY ACTIONS AND MYSELF.
AND,
BAND.
MADE ME
REALIZE WHAT IT
MEANS TO FLLOW MY DREAMS.(:

Holiday updates :D

2011-03-20T15:47:00.003+08:00

Okay , i deleted my previous post .hehe.
Okay brief holiday updates!:D
Monday~
Whole day homework crashing party with Jane!:D
Then i still rmb at 9 plus we havent get dinner so we went 7eleven to buy cup maggi, yumyum ^^
Then we went park and chat.
I still rmb what we chat :D About SC and stuff.
And She got me going crazy cuz she managed to see my idoollll!:D *wink.
Haha, overall had a memorable hwday with her :P

Tuesday XD
Boohoo,band at 8am to 11pm.
-passion for music crashed like forever in that place.ie. awful place
OHYA. CZPS OUTING!:D
Made things feel so much better- made up for band.
Watched Red Riding Hood!
+++PETER!:D
Omg, Melanis likes him too ^^ same taste haha.
TAECYEON,TAECYEON! 8D
After that accompaniedd Sydney to New Look and buy ___:P
Then she went 3e5 outing LOLS
3e7 no outing D:

Wednesday :D
CHEM LESSONS.
LOL, Clarence late, super funny. LOL
everyone thought class at 930 am.
After that, went with Farezah to Manpuku u chiong hw!(:
Super effective LOLLOL.
Then took bus 8 home :D

Thursday:XD
BEST DAY OF HOLS.
Friday !:)
Outing turned out kinda fail
Ended up going out w' Melanis,Winnie and Clarence.
Sup funny. Went to nex. Kinda funnn.
At KFC breakfast~YUM.
Then we talked about what we wanna be whn we grow up.
Melanis wanna be YT 's wife :P (jk, she dosent know what she wanna be)
Winniw wanna be JJ's wife :D
Clarence wanna be buisnessman,merchant.
Haha!:D
watched Just go with it.
Super horny show. But i bet clarence was drooling throughout the show tsktsk
i bet Melanis was having a hard time sitting nxt to him x.x JKJK.hehs.
Then Mel went meet her primary school fwens.
Me pooh and Clarence MRTed home(:
Went home to do final chionging for hw :D

2011-03-15T23:08:00.003+08:00

THIS SHOW RAWKS.(:

I HAVENT UPDATED MY OH SO DEAD BLOG FOR SO LONG!:D

TODAY, WENT OUT WITH CZPS PEOPLE . (: OUTING WAS KINDA FAIL. ^^HEHE.
BUT HAD FUN YEAH.
WATCHED RED RIDING HOOD. HOT GUY. SYDNEY SAYS THE OTHER GUY IS HOTTER D:
OHYA, BEFORE THT, HAD BAND FROM 8AM to 11AM
BLEH,YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT BAND >.<
THEN HAD SC CAMP COMM MEETING. :P
KINDA SLACKY, BUT THE GAMES PPL MANAGED TO ACCOMPLISH THE PLANNING!
I IN CHARGE OF NIGHT GAMES YEAH :D <3
Hahaha.KAY SO RANDOM(:
TMR GOT CHEM CLASS:P
SIAN, AFTER THAT DOING HW WITH MY DADDD[ JANE ] I have too many dads -.-"
OKAY FYI, TAECYEON ROCKS!:D
TYTY.

Sec3 live = Screwed.

2011-01-30T22:50:00.002+08:00

i just have some things to say,
that is, people ,they are not perfect,
there must have been once or twice that you are ignored.
I have been ignored too, its part of life,
You cant really expect everyone to be always responsive
We do miss out a few lines .
Yes,it dosent feel good to be ignored.
But sometimes, we may be daydreaming or talking to someone else
that we dont hear you.
Im sorry for that.
There are times we have to be alone, to walk this path alone.
We cant always depend on someone
We cant always stick to someone.
Im glad i have gotten used to being alone.
U have to learn to be alone too.
Sometimes, we cant force people, they have their own thinking.
We cant always be thinking about ourselves and hurting others in the end.
You cant always have your way.
People have rights too.
A few hours ago, i thought i didnt have real friends.
But a few minutes ago, i realized i do
A clumsy and careless me has R.E.A.L friends =D
I love them and treasure them for who they are, how they respect my decisions cuz they are real gems, hard to find and impossible to forget.

Jane, ive opened my private blog to you so that we can communticate better other than the book (: At least yeahhh u know my stuff and i know yours too!:P
http://addictionxz.blogspot.com/?zx=2a01cd1c895085fb
Loves,Rachel.K

Ps.After today, tmr will be better (:
-I cant stay strong for the rest of 2011.

2011-01-29T22:22:00.000+08:00

LOL.and anywyas, i was looking through my sec 1 blog posts.Superfunny!:D the way i talked last time, like very fierce LOL and very emo ..like very happy i worte like
"Today was a fun day,haha"
Super epic~!:D
Then most of my post like wna whack ppl like that!
Haha(: I think my posting style changed >.< one day i should put up my old posts and laugh along with it:D
Okay, this is really really ReAlLy GOODNIGHT!333!

Clueless and Clumsy me-that's who i am.

2011-01-29T22:14:00.003+08:00

Hehehes :X i cant imagine how time flies its like, one day i;m in Sec 1 and now, hm im like Sec 3 !

Okay,im gonna list 10 things randomly now :D

1) I've gotta cute clique [*hearts]:D

2)I've gotta husband Hehe , dun like her:3 Always anyhow touch people's chin LOL.

3)CNY SHOPPING IS TMR LOL:X

4)Mr Kaddy Koh is my home teacher.[seeeeshhhhh]

5)IM IN SYF. [-emo-]

6)Ive got a family in school:O a messy family tree >.<

My daughter become my twin sister etc (:

7)Its raining heavily now~

Sealion, just keep swimming,just keep swimming lalalala~

8)Im sleepy *yawnnnn.

9)Someone havent reply my math question message >:(

10)HAHAHA, IM SLEEPING NOW ZZZZZ.

2011-01-28T22:44:00.000+08:00

Finally exams are over yippieee! ^^ ( CA1 )
Got back physics and math results (:
Lets see,
Bio=GG
A Math=V.GG
Gepgraphy=GG
MT=V.V.GG
Chemisty-V.V.V.GG

Lol, anywyas i kena into SYF.
Honestly right, idw cuz damn tiring and presurising.
Can u imagine every sat go back school? 12.30 to 4.30
i feel like i have been robbed of my life.
I mean like, if we can play, which we tried, not slack.not left out by Mr.Sir, i dun mind going back..:/
But what i see is .....?zzzzz.
Sigh.
Anyways, on sunday i going to....BUGIS TO SHOP FOR CNY! Yay! 3 cheers for Rachel !Chey :P

2011-01-23T17:31:00.000+08:00

Screw you, you two faced bitch.
Yes you.
Such a lamemo.
Firetruck.
Scold people say they irritating then later complain to them, make people think they useless .
When they did nothing wrong and u said, U DIDNT NEED _______ ALWAYS ASKING U WHEATHER U OKAY A NOT CUZ____ IS BLOODY IRRITATING.
WELL GUESS WHAT NOW I THINK HE ISNT CUZ HE ROCKS AND HE IS ONE OF A KIND,BITCH.
I hate it, treating my friends this way,

2011-01-15T13:46:00.000+08:00

[Photo edited and taken by my daughter melanis <3]

Yst ptm was an epic fail .
haha, i think it was my fault LOL.
Okayokay^^
Superfunny lol yesterday,idk why i feel so happy when i screwed the whole ptm !
Haha i had a very funny fall from the stairs .Like " plop" on the stairs.
Well, it was a great experience for me !:X
I guess im glad i got the chance! hehs .

OHYA and i realized i havent updated about my class 3E7! (:
Well, its superduperly quiet.
Until i kena no mood to talk,.
Last year like idk, dun talk also like feel super happy!
But now i like so emo in class.:(
Honestly, i miss 2e7 guys :P
Finally now i know how is noisy beneficial!:D

My new year resolution is to be more confident ^^ not over confident ocourse.
And to love clique more than ever !:3. Hehes :X

Later meeting darls to study yeah see ya!:D

Lol,i think my colour combination sucks :P

Hellyeah.

2011-01-07T21:53:00.004+08:00

Each mountain u climb, u will reach the top, but u will always have to come down again. That is life.
When life throws u a challenge, u will face it. But dun worry, because it will always have to end.
(:
LOL RACHEL IS A COMMON NAME AND I LOVE IT<3.
Today was fun and tiring.
CCA BAZZAR
Seriously tiring WHOO(:
Was teamed up with Rachel Low
Wah chaos sia the timetable hahaha(*:
Anyways, continueing,
now i chatting with Farezah ,Melanis And Juliet :P
CONFESSION TIME!
Okay(:
I <3 em .

Alrights, honestly these few days have been really emotional for me,like overcoming all my emotions and feelings. Many times i felt like dying. Im glad it will be over soon haha(:

TUAGGI TUKKI, JY.

2011-01-06T20:06:00.001+08:00

Hello(: Long time i havent posted :P
Anyways, Sec 1 orientation rawks!:D
I luv my group members:]
Haha anywayyyss,
today rocks.
OKAY. I HAVE NOTHING TO POST ACTUALLY.:}
Ah, these few days have been so full of emotions yeah.
I realized a lot of things and how jerky someone has been.
BEEF JERKY. Yummmm.
Haha, okay(:
but honestly now i really know how to differentiate a friend and one that is not.
I think it is something i have learnt in the orientation.(:

I had no time to say this to 1A group,
But U ROCK(: I LOVE U GUYS!
Chee Yong rocks too :P
He's a great senior!:D
Haha, others say sec 1 orientation was boring, i say its fun yeah!
See you guys around !:D

And Clique,
[Farezah,Ashikin,Melanis,Vanessa,Winnie,Melanis]
Hehe:X
Okay, i will share everything w u guys from now on (:
I promise !:D
Just ask, i will tell.
I trust u guys more than anyone else!
thanks for being by me .
2011 will be great!- only with u guys around <3

2010-12-06T12:52:00.002+08:00

Memories are just like fireworks.
They past as fast as a spark
But they fade away very quickly.

Day 777(:-write a letter to your ex/love/crush.

Hahahaha.Wtffff.
Hm in day 2 i wrote already to the 2nd or 3rd.
For the 1st, i dun have one(:
Even if i do, its already not part of my memory. ^^
But i'll try.

still have to write right cuz i needa submit this to Jane as well -.-"? So erm, yeah
Dear __,
Hmhm.hm.
erm.
Idk what to say! Hell yeah.
i miss those memories. Yeah.(:
Honestly, everywhere i go, sometimes i have recollections
and i will compare how things were before and how things are now.
Andd immediately, it kinda shock me.
A lot.
Like what we are now dosent seem to reflect how we were before.
But now i feel that
memories are meant to be forgotten.
Its just like a picture in your head.
When you're hurt, its lke setting that picture on fire.
Burnt into ashes.
well, thats at least what i feel.

Yep,thats -it*smiles widely* Hahahaha.^^

Like crazy, run run run run and go go.
RAWR!!!:D

Teardrops on my guitar.

2010-12-05T22:02:00.003+08:00

Does this seem familier?XD
Yeppp.Its from the movie "Tangled":]

DAY 6(: -write to a stranger
I find this a rather a weird thing.Hm
If u know a person and what he/her do, he/she will not be considered a stranger already!hehe(:
So,i'll skip this one.

Today simple day~
My cousins went to vsit us just now to discuss Korean trip(:
JANG GEUN SUK <3
Hahahah(:
Anyways, im lazy to udate now, but i defiinitely will tmr! ^^

-So many things to say to one person
but when the time really came, only 3 words come to my mind.
I am sorry or those other 3 words, idk either.

ICUCIC YOU.

2010-12-02T22:26:00.001+08:00

Instead of seeing stars above my head, i see those on top.
Instead of hearing silence i hear "Memories of friendship" playing in my head.
Im going crazy.

Hey guys!(:
I kinda screwed today up ,yeah.
I was in BAND.WITH.RAFIQ
WE.GOT SECTIONALS.WITH. MR.PISIT.
WITH.TRUMPETS.ONLY
7.PEOPLE
OH.WHY.TODAY?
Mama.
Then the high notes cant reach ah.:(
Cuz play too long then my lips pain.Very pain.
And now my tighs have like 3 red scratches, look like cane marks.
But nope, they are there cuz of the horn.
Of course i love my horn like X678786787698720573897590<3
But....The song "Memories of Friendship" Is definitely cant be coped by just 2 horns.
But at least i know how play the chorus ^_^
But definitely not the solo -.-"

Hahha.
Before band i met Jane(:
She told me about her match and she sprained her leg and back too.:}
Then after band it was raining heavily
I used that rather " small brain " of mine.
I ran out of the school and jaywalked to the bustop.
I was like a "drenched puppy".
Bussed to Tmart to meet Melanis and Ahskin where they wanted to discuss something ^_^ Shush.
Then ashikin said someone ffiing saw [KIM HYUNG JOONG!!!]at T1.
And i ws like omg. And there i was blowing my french horn in PrSS which was opp T1.
Seriously regret sia.
I wanna see him D: like [L.I.V.E]
Then after discussing, Ashikin sent us halfway and i continued walking to popo house with Melanis.
We started stepping on puddles and got all wet without knowing it !
but i loved it^_^!
We took 1hr to walk.Wtf.
But i enjoyed it a lot!(:(:
We should do it more often hehs. Releases stress u know.Hehe.

Talking bout tmr.(:
I going malaysia tmr with my dad!Huuray!some time off from everything im going through<3.
Haha.I cant wait.!Kay see u guys soon!

MSOAL EP 7 hurry come out!!!(:

2010-12-01T14:40:00.004+08:00

This was one of my favourite songs when i was in P6 ^_^
DAY 55555!!!!(:
Write a letter to my dreams:
Dear Dreams, can u make close friends appear in you? And maybe hot people like 2pm or SS501 will be fine. Stop giving me nighhttmares!. They suck .
Make good dreams last forever
Thank you for being part of my life since i was a ~~cute~~ baby!^^

-Edited-

Arghhhhh so many things happening now that i just feel like tearing my hair out!Haha^^
Okay-keep calm(:
I'm meeting Jane tmr morning!(8
Sometimes i cant help but wonder what will happen if i never met her:P
I may actually end up talking to the walls abt how i feel.
Today kinda sucked.
I screwed everything up like some shit.
But i guess it all turned out fine(: muahaha.

MSOAL only released up to ep 6! Im so despo for more.
So addictive yummm.

Day 4(: Hehs:X

2010-11-29T08:32:00.000+08:00

Write a letter to closest relative. Hehe. wtf.
I got no close relative leh.:( We like all talk and everything like sort of together so every one holds an equal place in my heart(: But i definitely cant write to all T.T hehes(: yay! I got do my 4th day letter ah.. Dun scold me!:X

Congrats to 2pm and 2NE1 for taking home so many awards in the MAMA(Asian Music Awards in Macau).
Damn, 2pm rocks to the max!<3.

2010-11-27T21:58:00.000+08:00

Continuing on the day 1 letter (:
The other 3 people in fact phewww(:
Jamie, Farezah and Ashikin!!
Hahahaha(:
Im rushing to ff the pc but i just have to say that i lovve you guys like x567897656789 !!!
You guys gave me so much to rmb and made sec 2 the best year ever in my life!!!(:
I miss the times we shared and all the laughing. Esp how farezah poses, Jamie throw stuff at me -.-" and how ashikin "preach" the KOREAN WAY which i love too!(:
I love you guys!:D

Day 3(:

2010-11-27T12:01:00.002+08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Day 3- Write a letter to my parents.(:

Well i love em although they may be naggy all times but whose parents arent?(: We gotta treasure em.yeps.
I cant imagine one day when they are not around. Its just like a horror movie or a nightmare which i wanna wake up quickly from ^^

-Maybe who i am today aint so far from yesterday
and i'll find a way to be every part of me.

2010-11-26T21:30:00.001+08:00

Day 2-Write a letter to your crush.
Haha wtf.
his is rather like personal .:/
Haha(:
But still if i have to i can just describe the person as a thoughtful, impactful and played great importance in my life and i'll never be able to forget about the person no matter how hard i try to. Its like its being ironed to me for monthes/years and although we havent talk for 483989247907394709 days, its like 100000000000 years have passed and every day im counting and looking to the day we can talk again
Its never easy.(: In summary its like you forgot a person and suddenly , your are back to square one.
its really fustrating :(
Okay this is stupid.

2010-11-25T20:29:00.001+08:00

Idk if i should do this 30 day letter thing i happen to come across ^^ I think it'll be kinda fun so here goes nothing.. Today shall be day 1(:

DAY 1-Write a letter to your ~~best friend~~ . close friend.
Since i dun have a best friend, ishall write to close friends(: -equally tedious okay! haha:X....
I guess i just have to write all haha:X

Okay here goes:
Dear Winnie,
Hello pooh!(: Im so glad i got to know u as a friend! Although you may be a bit siao at times, like seriously -.-" I think u're a great best friend! Hahha. I know u wont forget me when we go diff class next year hehe.:X(sea lions are thick skinned).Im so glad i met ya!

Dear Melanis,
Polar Bear!(: Its really nice to have gotten to know u!(: I think its like a blessing or something like tht(: I hope that we can reamain friends 4eva and maybe go on a trip w' clique when we're 20 years old! haha!. I also love the times we spent teasing duck up there! Im glad i met ya!

Okay this is getting tedious. Haha!(: Okay.Nw.
Dear Jane,
Hey study pal!(: I love you cuz i can always count on u for a listening ear. You always seem to be there whenever i need u(:I think it must be crazy for a emu to make friends with such a careless sea lion who just stepped on ur specs and broke it -.-" but, i know i treasure u as a friend lots and lots too! Hehe:X

Dear Joanne,
Birdie!!(: Im so glad i met u! U're like the funn person who is always reasonabe and ready to make others smile! I love those times i spent e u and laughing till i cry like a siao person!(: If we go diff sch, i think i will miss you like a lot too(: Haha, Im glad i met you!

Ah 2 more 2 more(:
I shall continue on this tmr cuz im having a heady-headache right now.
OOPS!~
I just forgot i came back from the 2d1n camp.
How stupid.
i didnt update on it either@-.-"
okay nvm, tmr tmr(:
Bye!

bridges to nowhere.

2010-11-22T11:10:00.007+08:00

                                                       When life knocks you down,
                                                          get back onto your feet
                                                     as without overcoming those obstacles,
            you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower or heart.

                                                             If someone hurts you,
                                                betrays you or breaks your heart,
                          forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust
                     and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart to.

JGS(:

2010-11-18T20:58:00.002+08:00

Picture updates(:

Unrelated picture:3

What are rainbows?

2010-11-15T22:54:00.001+08:00

Okay simple updates!(:
Today Water bomb morning.
Got wet(:
We were running like animals released from a zoo:X Hehehe
Then we had a "present ceremony".
After that i went home to change and met Winniw,Melanis and Ashikin at mac for lunch.
Round 2-
Went airport with emu Jane to do some light studying cuz we felt like it (:
She told me a really sick joke about a watermelon and i cant forget about it :X
She gave me a sealion which glow in the dark and friendship band from taiwan!:]
What's sealion in Chinese again?
Anyways, Jane , if u see this, im so sorry we cant get into the same class as intended(:
But i'm sure we'll stay close no matter whether we're in the same class a not kays?
And esp even if its the non-exam period:P
Round 3-
Went burger king at 6 to meet Melanis, Farezah and Winnie(:
Went walk around with winnie after tht.
My legs hurt too cuz of ur slippers gurl~!
Haha:X
I bought my aunts present which happens to fall on mel's bday(:

Important too, we got our streaming results today(:
I shall bold those people i know going to 3E7 next year(:

3e7:

People frm 2e7:
Aik Ming Hui
Chew Xin Yi
Denise
Elysia Ong
Kemberly
Kessa
Rachel Khoo
Yao Xin
Ai Ni
Bertha
Yi Wen
Melanis
JiaJia
Raelene
Siti Farezah
Valencia
Christy
Alex Mulia
Ivan Chua
Fangjie
Nigel
YunJie
Eric J.L.

-------
People from 2e6:
Regine
Wai Xin Yi
Allan
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People from 2e5:
Alicia
Adeline Phua
Clarence Toh
Russell
--------

People from 2e4:
Lilian
Michelle
Nur Shirah
Adam
Alastair
Ho Zhi Peng
Jeremy Yap
--------

People from 2e3:
Jordan Tan
Chi Shuen
Bo Kai
Wayne
YiFang

Im gonna be in the same class as them for the next two years ^^
Currenty filled with mixed feelings. Hehe:X